All Isn't Love

I have re-lived the past in fine detail and welcomed ghosts to my door Let them in and let them drink my tea I have tried and tried to move on but your face is inscribed into my mind Like an imprint of some kind I have tried to reject every plea my mind has made I still am each day It isn’t easy without you in my life and so I found Seeing you each day shifts my pulse up and down Most of all I miss you Like you could never imagine Let me be your friend Your best friend

Gold Medal

Am I made from cardboard? Either way I still crumble I cry Therefore, I’m not a man Emotions are not taught You desired me then derided me In the space of a millisecond and that must be an Olympic record I am not strong as you So I’m a lesser person I’m a broken bottle My edges point outwards for all to see For all to laugh In the dark corridor of your mind You’ll see in time I’m the person you like

Darkest Glance

The darkest glance I ever saw The sweet taste Of another day Another hour Time passes so slow Brutal like the snow Ignorance is never bliss And I can’t ignore this I have found Lost Found Lost In one month I went Dragging my heels To the floor Crying some more Under these bedsheets I can be happy Outside the door I can’t make it Each crippling defeat Knocks me for six Each sound Shatters me in two

'Forever'

Sick Now angst Frivolity catches up with me You are the joy to behold from me you'll receive me and me I can't conceive The inner workings of your weird little mind Now time has written off the debt you owe I'm stuck between the pillar and the sky Forever waiting Forever hoping