Panic Buys

antibiotics soothe live pain
nothing is left 
nothing is found
everything now irreversible
out there, out there!
somewhere/call me
now
don't say no/
no final chapter
no last resolution
no frantic
panic
buying

A curse or a blessing

whilst you slept
i discovered new worlds
nature alighting
guiding me

whilst you slept
i wasn't here
love was calling
nature was baiting

time jumped
shifting itself out of view
hiding in shadows
behind my eyes

steel structures became fluffy
taxi drivers became aliens
takeaways became otherworldly
taking a piss became a negotiation

everything seemed cynical
the train timetables were untouched
business men were orderly
their gait purposeful

tormented & twisted
by beauty
tormented & twisted
by ugliness

is poetry a curse
or a blessing?

06:47

They write about this is Mysticism
They dismss this in Optimism
They theorise this amongst the gods
My peers debate and debate
But Brexit is what it's always meant to be

24th March @ 06:47 , 2019
But suddenly I see
I see what's always been there
What was never there

You appear in every apparition
Sitting on your silence
No questions, No assumptions
Unassuming
Just love, just empathy

Whatever
It's been staring blankly
Waiting for me
But tonight is the night I equalled it's love

And this might be the most honest I've ever been
Away from the chatter
Away from the noise
Away from the murmurs