Saturday, 7 May 2016

Rain On The Window


My girl stands to attention
But remains hidden from public view
Who is she?
Red lips!
She’s finally poised
Like a gazelle in the morning dew
Her face stays hidden
I watch her feet
As she glides in pirouettes, stretching and searching

Up close, she’s a woman
With curves and eyes like precious lockets
Her every way is scenic like fresh wind on a cloudless day

She wore her femininity like a broach
Showing me all I was missing
All I ever needed
The curves of her breasts tormented me
As the wind tried to expose her all I could think was
‘she was once mine’

When I touch her, she holds her breath
Hoping I’ll stop
She looks through me
Never at me

We made love in silence
With the November rain beating on the window
I think she forgets that I know her body
Every road, every alley, every short cut

Making love with her was like playing chess
I pre-empted her every move
I had her pinned down into submission
Her tights ripped like soft tissue
And all at once she was living in the moment
Those soft hands on my chest
The murmur of her sweet moans

We went berserk
My mind flashed forth in abundance
As you slide
From one stage
From one bed
To another

My memory is blurred,
A collage of white
Of Rimbaud poems
Of empty shadows and nightmares





Thursday, 5 May 2016

Based on Real Events

Nature came for me and took me
I gave myself to it 
I hung there 
Motionless
Crying and crying 
For no reason
I was sad but 
Buoyed 
By the 
Fact
That
Someone
Somewhere
Was thinking of me 

Thursday, 11 February 2016

A Mirror On My Wall

I'm watching you
Are you watching me?
I'm watching myself
I hate what I see

In this mirror,
Nothing seems real
It's all just a mirage
Of lies

Am I vain?
I'm vain
I'm imperfect
That's what I love
The obsession for the ordinary
OCD for hatred

Behind the mirror
My alter ego screams
'WAKE UP'
'WAKE UP'
'What the fuck are you doing with your life?'

I stare back
Blankly
'I don't know, nothing seems real'

I am a chameleon
An actor
It's all a pretence
Neatly packed together with pretty bows

In reality, it's a sinking ship
A broken nose
Blood spattered walls
An haven for the dregs
Where a noose is always within touching distance



Photography by Alexandra Thompson





The Lamp

Sitting alone, all alone
Darkness sweeps me up
I drown in this

I pour light
For you
Yet I go unnoticed

There are patterns on the wall
Shards of life
Live there

I sit here on my own
Waiting for something
Waiting for something to happen

I don't want to turn into
Something I didn't want to exist
In a world which celebrates
Nothing but money

Causes distress
Like no other
Not one of you
Saw the struggle I tried to address

I tried to impress
Something onto your..
Imagination departs
For reality

To the present, to the now
A collage of memories
Scatter the kitchen floor











Tuesday, 9 February 2016

1882

​It was 1882, I walked along memory lane
Searching
Searching 
For something

I don't remember
But these sands of time
Steal my dreams
the way you stole mine

I throttled the pain,
Drank rum three days straight
But the hours stand still
Minutes abandon me
I did something the Baskervilles never will

I saw life before me
Busying itself, coming and going 
Reversing and speeding
Departing and returning

I now feel the nagging heat of the sun
Poking and laughing
I sense an awe in which history has left
Life was fleeting

And all you could do is meet me with a military greeting

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