I've Lost YOU

I've lost you
I admit that
and I do not blame you
or hate you
but I try not to still love you

Counselling cleareed my soul
showed me,
what I could be,
ought to be
your perfect boyfriend

Now the clock
marched on to today
evidently too late
and I could
never blame you

or chastise you
for being you
wonderful and beautiful
you always were
in my eyes

It's what I fell in love with

I just hope you can forgive me
now I've let go
just send me an email
and tell me you read this
and accept this
as my last final stance